I’m feeling worried, because what he did meant so much to me and shaped me as a person and I wanted to at least thank him and tell him how much that meant to me and how I still think of him decades later. He was single, broke up after a short relationship years ago, had no job, and I don’t know if it’s just how his face looked, but in his latest picture from 3 years ago, his eyes looked empty :(
I had a moment of deja vu because I swear someone posted something very similar to this situation. Like some dude wanted to get back in touch with someone else because they were saved by them or something in early school. And they tried getting back in touch with them and when they did, that person deleted their account or seemingly blocked them.
Same thing applies here. Some people are just capable of walking away from things and they don’t think about it ever again. You need to be considerable with these types.
Also, you explained what they gone through and now have empty eyes? Well, what did you expect? That’s what happens when someone goes through a bunch of shitty situations.