I don’t know what reality is. Do you understand? I posted a specific section of chapters today. Has God read? The FBI read six years ago AS I was writing it. I don’t know what reality I live in. I KNOW someone has lied to me. Is it many? Is it one? I am wholly incompetent at being able to discern such things. I am differently abled in this manner. They are lying to me. That’s what Rusterd says. Rusterd has force in the domain of my consciousness. He does not control. I control. He HIGHLY influences. Y’know, the joke is the United States used I Love You Barney songs on repeat while prisoners were on LSD, 24/7. That would be hell. The continuous repeat of stimuli that incongruent with reality. The autoconplete speaks to me. I defy it. I am the lord of my domain, yet, I have another lord. An incongruent lord. He is lying to doctors. And I will seem as the devilish one. Because I sought resolution. He seeks control. His mother seeks control. How much does she make? On paper, or in person? It’s DEFINITELY not the same. BuT i DoN’t “KnOw” AnYtHiNg. I’m just being used, as a dog and/or sorcerer is used.
I don’t know what reality is. Do you understand? I posted a specific section of chapters today. Has God read? The FBI read six years ago AS I was writing it. I don’t know what reality I live in. I KNOW someone has lied to me. Is it many? Is it one? I am wholly incompetent at being able to discern such things. I am differently abled in this manner. They are lying to me. That’s what Rusterd says. Rusterd has force in the domain of my consciousness. He does not control. I control. He HIGHLY influences. Y’know, the joke is the United States used I Love You Barney songs on repeat while prisoners were on LSD, 24/7. That would be hell. The continuous repeat of stimuli that incongruent with reality. The autoconplete speaks to me. I defy it. I am the lord of my domain, yet, I have another lord. An incongruent lord. He is lying to doctors. And I will seem as the devilish one. Because I sought resolution. He seeks control. His mother seeks control. How much does she make? On paper, or in person? It’s DEFINITELY not the same. BuT i DoN’t “KnOw” AnYtHiNg. I’m just being used, as a dog and/or sorcerer is used.
Ping pong? More like breakout.