“Earth Court? Mars Court? What Inner Court gives Belters justice?”

One of my most memorable quotes from The Expanse

I got cat hair INSIDE my nose… :/

I made my nose itchy and I managed to get it out after like days… aaaahhhh wtf cat?

Why do I constantly feel like there is a cat hair inside my nose? it feels like tinnitus but for nose

Or:

1. Install Chrome
2. Use it for the Web-USB thing to install GrapheneOS on your phone
3. Purge Chrome

(seriously tho, why doesnt that web installer thing work for firefox???)

What if we just gave some nukes to Taiwan? Then japan no longer have an excuse to militarize.

👀

Just kidding… unless… 🥺👉👈

$4500 in debt?

Now I kind a feel guilty…

Cant go in details, but basically: My parents owns the current house I live in, and they have small bussiness/investments and like has like a “small fortune¹” of assets… (¹not sure if I’m using that word right, I’ve been immersed in the English-language world since I was 8 but still feel like I don’t know how some wording/phrasing work lol)

Technically not mine stuff (not at the moment at least) but still… they’re still financially supporting me cuz I’m just depressed af and have no independence and suvival skills.

Sorry about your situation…

If a non-abusive mother or father has cancer and is on their deathbed, and their son refuses to see them, is that cold, unforgivable, and ‘wrong’? Would it be wrong if the son or daughter celebrated their death?

Forget the “Darth” in front of your username?

@[email protected] this you? 🧐

How to rid the Web of trolls, bad actors, misinformation, et cetera?

M U R D E R

Lol

Hispanic Americans have joined the chat (cuz they vote MAGA)

Most important thing is:

Votes should be out of ALL SEATS, not only those present.

Example: 101 seats in a legislature

51 Team A

50 Team B

Team B shouldn’t be able to just assassinate 2 of Team A to win majority. Fuck that shit. An empty seat should be treated as if it were a “no” vote.

The current system is basically favoring the side that supports political violence. And this shit is the same around the world. Just block your opposition from entering the building and voila! You get a majority.

Seriously am I the only one in the world that see this bullshit! Why are politicians so dumb? I should run this planet goddammit.

I actually have a GED

I got dragged into a fight where I defended myself and then I got arrested… (charges later dropped) so I just hated that school…

So easy, didn’t even need to study (no classes required, you just take a test, that simple), passed first time… it’s 4 separate test categories, I went two separate times, each time taking two subjects (I mean I coumd probably just marathon through it all, but didn’t wanna be overwhelmed). They don’t really have actual test centers run by the GED thing, they just tell you to go to a place they approved (e.g: a local city-university campus) and they have a computerlab and they sign you in to the online test… and you have to put all your belongings in a locker outside (especially phones)

So I passed them with “college ready” scores or whatever it even means…

(My school also did like night school for adults if they have like partial credits and they can finish school that way)

Since this was like Covid era, SAT requirements were dropped so Penn State accepted me with just the GED…

But then Depression fucked up my life…

AAAHHH fucking brain chemicals man, life sucks…

Also I’m Asian… really broke the sterotype of academic success… I don’t feel so Asian anymore :/

Oh btw about the dreams… I actually dream about Elementary School more…

Cuz my early memories of being this 8 year old Chinese kid new in America… I think I have a “younger me” trapped inside my mind that is still hiding in there, still feel scared of the world…

Bro is trying to play Amongus irl 💀

But why do they even need to hack elections? The folks over at .ml told me that elections are pointless and the rich already controls everything!

I mean quick online search mentions the idea of local facebook groups to find people to do meetups with…

👀

sigh

Guess I’m selling my soul to corporate lmfao

Lol, miss the random fediverse infodump and traumadump? xD

They’re in China… (my family’s country of origin)

I don’t have a passport yet… submitted application still waiting for the US State Department… 👀

Also requires visa from PRC Embassy…

I thought it was too much hassle to have to deal with VPN and firewall issues and I didn’t bother…

If I knew I’d feel this lonely, I might’ve tagged along

That reminds me, haven’t been on a plane since we arrived in the US in 2010… 16 years away from my birth country… 👀

Also my brother seems to think I’m trying to harm him or something… mom asked me to help with finding the cheapest plane tickets, then there was some webpage loading issues, then he just said he would just do it on his computer instead…

And then I was curious and asked which seats he picked… I mean I’m always curious about stuff

He didn’t respond…

Like c’mon… it’s not like I’m gonna put poison on a plane seat lmfao… wtf bro?

So yeah…

???

Off on a tangent, but:

I hear some Naturalized US citizens still attempting to use their Chinese passport to enter China…

China does not allow dual citzizenship… 👀

If they get on the CCP’s radar, they can’t get help from the US Embassy anymore since they entered with a Chinese passport…

But what happens when a daddy country and a mommy country gets really close and start to have feelings?

Gaming.

Don’t have the mental energy for it anymore… depression…

They never trusted their company to make it through the month?

Companies in China flop all the time, probably act this way because of their learned experience.

Or they never trusted themselves to have anything left after the weekend?

My parents were the type to always save.

They claim that Americans (they mean Americans that are not of Asian descent) cant afford anything because they always spend they entire paycheck at some bar and just constantly depend on their next paycheck in order to have money.

They own a house in Philly… and then they look at the renters and was like: “Hey son, you see all these people renting? It’s because they’re lazy and don’t work and/or they waste money gambling or doing drugs, don’t be like those people”

And then once my depression became a thing… they say that “America turned me lazy”… bruh its called depression jesus christ mom, do you want me to kms ffs