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  • That’s actually one of my karmic debts I must pay off (arrogance,) but I already paid off 8 karmic debts, only four more to go if I live to 98 like most in my family.

    I was probably a very bad person in my last life. That’s why this is my road this time, I except my cancer, and if it takes me then so be it. I also apologize for thinking of everyone as one and everyones actions actually effecting everyone else regardless of country, I forget so many people are still so programmed with tribalism.

    Also, if it helps you to understand, I grew up in an extremely conservative stronghold with rich assholes everywhere so I became a dark empath, found my way back mostly, but the dark still pounces out on someone now and then (I’m working on it.) Life’s a journey and some don’t want to even try to figure it out, but when you really really want to it starts to show you what you need to get where you need to be.

    Life has actually been better then ever since the cancer, I still have a projected seven years left, so I’m working on turning the money machine back on and making the money to save myself in this shitty country I live in, but I never expect anyone to understand what it’s like to feel others emotions your whole life in a family and community that refuse to except this stuff exists.






  • Yeah I’m good with my Beyerdynamic 250 ohm DT 990 Editions…

    But I did need an external amp to push them…

    Well I could use an EQ to smooth them out a bit…

    OK, so I love gaming, going to need another EQ and a good mixer…

    Well that was nice, but now I really need a mix amp for gaming and splitting of my mic…

    Looks like I need a better mic… I wonder if I should go XLR…



  • Well I’m not in the EU, but in my situation I live in a shithole in the US called Tennessee. I have cancer that can be removed, but I don’t have the quarter of a million for the surgery. It’s been impossible to get a surgeon to even look at me, 2 years looking and still no surgeons will even let me in their office.

    I need medications but the med I need the most is $8000 a month, it suppresses my autoimmune system and alows me to heal. My cancer is vary rare, it’s called a neuroendocrine tumor, it’s caused by extreme stress, this is because I’m a natural born empath, but saying that out loud usually gets a knife in my back from anyone near me carrying dark energy.

    But to get to the point, I can get some meds occasionally for cheap, as long as they’re sold for cash, but if that gos away then I definitely will die much faster. Seems on par for the life I’ve lived, care about everyone, then have everyone try to kill me.


  • That’s the thing though, I do have a problem with Substack using their platform to support Nazis.

    Edit: Maybe I’m ignorant of what Substack hosts already?

    Are they already hosting other terrorist organizations?

    Edit 2: I think I have been looking past my free speech statement, I just realized this is the first time I’ve actually advocated for a corporation censoring anyone’s speech, that is definitely making me feel a little weird.

    My dilemma here is I’m too old, I still remember my grandfather and many other WW2 Veterans telling me their stories, I don’t want that to happen ever again, and right now I feel like I truly don’t know what to do for the first time in my life.

    So this subject is way bigger then Substack.


  • OK? But I’m going to think Substack is a hardened Nazi supporter whan I all of a sudden don’t see Antifa openly talking about their plans for disposing of their Nazi opposition on their platform, which would be appropriate discussion in said situation. I’m also guessing that their coffers are now open to any and all well known terrorist organizations. Maybe we shouldn’t of given corporations any power at all, they have proven time and time again to have absolutely no morals.

    And I’m going right back to sleep, so if anyone wants to argue about free speech I’ll give my opinion on that now. I draw the line at helping sick individuals try to organize the genocide of most of the people on this planet. I’m all fine for a mentally ill person (Nazi) to be yelling their propaganda from their soapbox in the town square, but letting and even helping the Nazis openly spread their well documented genocidal hate is too far for me.

    Edit: I’m a little confused about the fast downvotes?

    Maybe mentioning that Antifa (you know the opposite of Nazis) should be equally represented if your platform supports Nazis is considered a bad thing here on Lemmy, but that don’t make much sense.

    Maybe it’s just the corporates paving the way for Facebooks infiltration and organized downfall of all their competition?

    Maybe it’s just the Nazis.

    Then again it’s probably just me having asd and speaking directly without a filter.

    Don’t worry though the Nazis have plans for people like me.


  • I hope so, but I was born with an extremely good sense of trajectory and I also know how to use nets. So lets just hope I’m superhuman and the only one who possesses these powers.

    Edit; I’m being a little extreme here because I heavily disagree with the way everything in this world is being run. So I’m giving a little push back on this subject that I’m wholly against. I do have a lot of manufacturing experience, and I would hope any killer robots governments produce would be extremely shielded against EMPs, but that is not my field, and I have no idea if shielding a remote controlled robot from EMPs is even possible?





  • Yes they will, and it will work. It’s not like this is the first time fascists built tools for other fascists to use on the public illegally, then once it came to light the tired, sick, worked to death population did exactly what they were conditioned to do, nothing, because they can’t, they have no power, because they have been drained by corporate fascists so they have no recourse, no say in anything, it’s just go back to work to make sure you’re not eating out of garbage cans by next month.

    The public is apathetic, but it’s by design, if you don’t already know about Edward Bernays then I suggest looking him up and finding out how they control the public. This however feels vary familiar, there was a scandal in the 90s about Stingray devices being used illegally by guess who… fascist cops doing what the fascist propaganda taught them their whole life, get those “criminals” anyway you can, even if you have to become the highest order of criminal scum to do so, all those cop shows conditioned those fascists just right (no pun intended.) In other words this is just business as usual. Here’s a link to Wikipedia about Stingray devices if you’re interested. https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stingray_use_in_United_States_law_enforcement