Yeah, I guess there’s really no reason not to give it a shot. I definitely have issues with allowing myself to admit that there might be something wrong with me if I don’t already have definitive proof for it. Feels like I’d have to explain my “delusion” if I end up being wrong. (even more so for trans-related stuff)

I should definitely make getting checked a priority. Thanks for the input ^^

(btw if anyone from Germany is reading this I would appreciate it if you shared your experience of getting a diagnosis, feel free to use DMs)

I really feel like I should get checked for ADHD but it’s hard for me to make an appointment for that in the first place.

I’m also scared that I would just tell them what they want to hear without having any “real” condition. I feel like I can’t trust a psychotherapist’s judgement because our current understanding of adult ADHD feels limited and they would either be too eager to diagnose you or not be willing to diagnose you in the first place.

Another problem is that my public health care system is complicated to navigate but I don’t feel like I could trust private care psychotherapists since they have a financial interest in diagnosing me (like I’m just paying them to prescribe me drugs…).